Haha its been a while that I haven't write a blog yet.. By looking at previous post, I just realize it been all about her. Hehe yup2.. It been more than 6 month i have go through everything with her. Sadness, happiness, angryness, emoness and other 'ness' ... I have face those 'ness' with her every single day. It was nice and fun with those special moment where i surprise her and she surprise me.. Every single moment we enjoy it so much and a lot of fun. Hahaha with her big laugh, she was like a crown that make me happy everyday. Sweetness have been go through all the way in this 6 month. I have try to give everything sweet to her eventhough I have financial problem. But that is specially just for her. Muahaha i'm so proud of myself. I know I'm not perfect at all but I try to be perfect for her.. That is the thing i always try to do.. So do her, she just try to be the better girlfriend for me eventhough she never been a relationship before.
Hahaha yup2 yet I'm so proud of my girlfriend for being so nice and charming to me. I think she is just a better girlfriend for me. I just like spending time and stick with her. Nevertheless, I love her very much. That is the reason why i fall in love with her and want to spend my whole life with her. Hehe this is just a great time for me. Don't need any reason, I just want to be the only one for her. I'm the only one that i can kiss her, touch her forehead, play with her hair, hold her hands, hug her tight, comfort her when she have problem, worry her when she is unhappy and a lot of thing that i want to share with her. Hehe maybe it is greedy but i just like that way. I want to spend every single moment with her only. No doubt about that. I just want her. She could be the last girlfriend in my life and i want her to be with me 4ever. I know it is a little bit early to say that but trouble cannot stop me for moving forward to succeed. I have her to support me and i have her to accompany me.. I don't afraid anything as i believe in her and myself that we can make it <3
Tonight, is a little bit different. Haha what to say, I'm lonely. I been accompany by a laptop and slideshow. Nothing else is available for me. She.. didn't find me... I was waiting and waiting and waiting. With hope and pray. But until now she didn't... For the 1st time, i have this feeling... "LONELY"... I don't like that and i hate it so much.. Keep pressing my handphone and no notification occur. Heart like rain and eyes are cool. I just want her to accompany me.. I know today i have act like angry to her and maybe say something wrong to her. I'm here to apologise to her... Sorry dear... Maybe for tonight, I will have to stay all night long alone.. Haha look into the sky, i have miss her.. Think about her... Look into my handphone, i have a look on the picture we taken. Look into my heart, it just sadness and sadness... From all of that, I just hope she is okay and enjoy well outside there. Even i'm not by her side, I know she will miss me like i do. I trust her.. I miss her... I love her.. Dear please don't leave me alone.. I just want you to accompany me.. I have no intention to ask you don't disturb me.. I afraid that I have to wait another 6 month for 1 message onli.. If u really do that, I think i will know what i should do.. Every night, she will have time to accompany me.. But unluckily, tonight she is not here for me. I remember everything about her. My result will be better because she accompany me when i study. I feel i can score well if i have her support. But now, no more~~~ it just me... just me~~~ <3
