Jiahui here.. :P

haha.. im jia hui..
wakaka..

log in his account and write a post..

i always check his blog to see whether he had posted new post or nt..
but it looks like he will write his blog when he is sad only..
-3-

i wan read something sweet from his blog..
i wan to knw what he was thinking about..

maybe he dnt like to write out is feeling.. *maybe*
i wish he can always be happy..

hope we dont have argue anymore..
hope that no more unhappy things happen on us..
but i knw that is impossible..

ppl said,
argue can make our relationship become stronger..

maybe it is true but dnt always la..

we in a relationship almost 10months ler..
tomolo is the day..
hehe..

im really feel so happiness can be with him..
he care me soooooo much..
all he think about is me..
he will think about me first before think about himself..
when we are sad..
he will make me happy in the first time and put aside his sadness..

he do really love me..
i can feel it..
of course,
i do too..

thanks God give me a good guy and i will cherish him..

dar..
happy 10months anniversary..
I ♥ U..

and
Thank you.♥♥♥

Waiting

Waiting,
Waiting,
Waiting someone to finish,
Waiting someone to accompany me,
Waiting someone to talk with me,
Waiting someone to make me laugh,
Waiting someone to make me happy,
Waiting someone to give me sweet,
Waiting someone to comfort me,
Waiting someone to say "I miss you",
Waiting someone to say "I love you"

But when will it be?

Let it be,
Let it go,
Let everything fall apart,
It is you, It is me.

I want you,
I waiting you,
I waiting you alone......

No one else in the middle night.

Please...... Help...... Me.....
Somebody.... Help.... Me....
I'm dying for love...
I'm calling for love...
But....
It never reach...

<3

思念

思念，
紧紧的跟随我，
没有放弃，
尽力的甩掉，
用尽全身的力气，
然而没那么简单。

思念，
一种美好的感觉，
可以把人的心理话，
一一的表现在心中，
不想让人知道，
只想一个人静静的，
欣赏它的美，
因为它可以改变每个人。

思念，
可以变成影响个人心情的武器，
可以很恐怖的杀掉一个人，
以为它可以很完美，
但原来不是。

下午三点钟，
有个人，
静静的坐在椅子上，
看着手提电脑，
脑子在运作，
静静的看着天上的云，
闭着眼睛，
想念一个人，
心里面的话，
全写在天空中，
就让天空慢慢消化，
没人知道他想说什么，
但天空知道。

蔚蓝的天空，
白白的云朵，
似乎知道那个人的思念，
慢慢的飘着去，
带着那个人的话，
传给他想念的那个人。

那个人望着云端，
仔细一望，
她突然恍然大悟，
眼睛留下泪珠，
心里面有点心酸，
也有点甜甜的感觉。

原来他写道：
“亲爱的，我很想你，不知你还好吗？
不习惯一个人，但那也是要经过的。
亲爱的，记得要想我哦，不要忘记，
有个人在等你呢。 我爱你。。。<3”

HELP =)

Admit it
We're finished
You don't want me no more
(No)
Like a night mare
I lived it
It was too big to ignore
(Ooh)
I hear the sounds
But they pass me by.
My hazard lights are flashing
Somebody, anyone -

Help cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help
Its like a bad surgery
And now it's time to recharge.
I'm starting over
Taking
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
It's like you left me so dead
(So dead, so dead)
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets
(Oh woah)
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty
Somebody rescue me.

Help cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help
It's like a bad surgery
And now it's time to recharge.
I'm starting over
Taking
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over
Taking
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

It's unexplainable
Kinda unobtainable
When the person you love ain't enough.
I feel so pitiful
Look at my face
You'll know the pain is in my eyes.
I need some help.

Help cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help
It's like a bad surgery
And now it's time to recharge.
Help cause it's an emergency.
Someone just wounded my heart.
So help, it's like a bad surgery
And now it's time to recharge.
I'm starting over
Taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over
Taking,
One, two, baby steps.
Three, four, baby steps.
Five, six, baby steps.
I'm starting over again.

<3

Lonely

Haha its been a while that I haven't write a blog yet.. By looking at previous post, I just realize it been all about her. Hehe yup2.. It been more than 6 month i have go through everything with her. Sadness, happiness, angryness, emoness and other 'ness' ... I have face those 'ness' with her every single day. It was nice and fun with those special moment where i surprise her and she surprise me.. Every single moment we enjoy it so much and a lot of fun. Hahaha with her big laugh, she was like a crown that make me happy everyday. Sweetness have been go through all the way in this 6 month. I have try to give everything sweet to her eventhough I have financial problem. But that is specially just for her. Muahaha i'm so proud of myself. I know I'm not perfect at all but I try to be perfect for her.. That is the thing i always try to do.. So do her, she just try to be the better girlfriend for me eventhough she never been a relationship before. 

Hahaha yup2 yet I'm so proud of my girlfriend for being so nice and charming to me. I think she is just a better girlfriend for me. I just like spending time and stick with her. Nevertheless, I love her very much. That is the reason why i fall in love with her and want to spend my whole life with her. Hehe this is just a great time for me. Don't need any reason, I just want to be the only one for her. I'm the only one that i can kiss her, touch her forehead, play with her hair, hold her hands, hug her tight, comfort her when she have problem, worry her when she is unhappy and a lot of thing that i want to share with her. Hehe maybe it is greedy but i just like that way. I want to spend every single moment with her only. No doubt about that. I just want her. She could be the last girlfriend in my life and i want her to be with me 4ever. I know it is a little bit early to say that but trouble cannot stop me for moving forward to succeed. I have her to support me and i have her to accompany me.. I don't afraid anything as i believe in her and myself that we can make it <3

Tonight, is a little bit different. Haha what to say, I'm lonely. I been accompany by a laptop and slideshow. Nothing else is available for me. She.. didn't find me... I was waiting and waiting and waiting. With hope and pray. But until now she didn't... For the 1st time, i have this feeling... "LONELY"... I don't like that and i hate it so much.. Keep pressing my handphone and no notification occur. Heart like rain and eyes are cool. I just want her to accompany me.. I know today i have act like angry to her and maybe say something wrong to her. I'm here to apologise to her... Sorry dear... Maybe for tonight, I will have to stay all night long alone.. Haha look into the sky, i have miss her.. Think about her... Look into my handphone, i have a look on the picture we taken. Look into my heart, it just sadness and sadness... From all of that, I just hope she is okay and enjoy well outside there. Even i'm not by her side, I know she will miss me like i do. I trust her.. I miss her... I love her.. Dear please don't leave me alone.. I just want you to accompany me.. I have no intention to ask you don't disturb me.. I afraid that I have to wait another 6 month for 1 message onli.. If u really do that, I think i will know what i should do.. Every night, she will have time to accompany me.. But unluckily, tonight she is not here for me. I remember everything about her. My result will be better because she accompany me when i study. I feel i can score well if i have her support. But now, no more~~~ it just me... just me~~~ <3

我的老婆。。

我的老婆。。。杨嘉慧。。。哈哈

哈哈今天特别介绍一个人给你们认识。
她就是我的老婆啦。
名叫嘉慧。今年十九岁（不老也不年轻啦=p)，身高155cm (矮小的女生最可爱），体重46KG(整天说很胖），哈哈她就是我的老婆。。。。

哈哈其实想跟全天下的男人说：“杨嘉慧是我的女人。。。谁也不可以碰她。。。谁够胆就来吧。。我一定会让他尝尝我的厉害”。嘻嘻。。。老婆你也是听着哦。。。=p

我老婆的为人特别好。。是一个不错的女生。。难怪将多人追求她。。还好我手脚快。。不然就会错过这位好女生。。。我老婆啊是一个很特别的女生。娇娇滴滴的。很会怕羞的一个人。而且她的性格是很多样化的。。。她很有自己的风格。。喜欢就是喜欢。。开心就是开心。。想哭就哭。。从她的脸上的表情就可以知道她的心情。。我的老婆吗。。说她幼稚又不是。。说她很漂亮也不是非常美丽。。说她每天无理取闹也不是时常。。她就是那样的女孩。。说不出口的一种魅力。。
跟她在一起的时候，你会发现到一个很特别的地方。。那就是你都会很开心的。。也许她是一个很懂得让别人开心笑哈哈的人吧。。

羞羞的老婆。。嘻嘻 =p

哈哈跟她在一起就快要五个月了。。喜怒哀乐统统都有。。这样的体验真的很不赖。。就是因为她的出现。。。我的生活也改变了很多。。我其实是她的初恋。。不过我的老婆真的是顶呱呱。。很会体贴我。。照顾我。。给我很多正面的力量。。爱我。。就是她的一生。。嘻嘻。。我啊虽然给不到很多她想要的东西。。不过我都会尽量给他。。爱她一生。。是一个不容易的承诺。。但是我会坚守到底。。因为得来不易的感情。。使我一定要坚持下去。。她。。。就是我坚持到的理由。。
老婆我爱你。。至到永远。。我要牵着你的手。。走过万千风浪。。我要守护着你。。让你不受到一点受伤。。我要抱紧你。。让你感受爱的温暖。。我要亲吻你。。让你感受无限的爱。。我要娶你。。让你过着幸福快乐的日子。。。我真的很爱你。。。承诺是我给的。。幸福是我们的。。辛苦是我的。。快乐是我们的。。你的就是我的。。不管以后发生什么事，我们要一起分担。。一起努力。。不可以隐瞒任何事情。。。

我要牵着你的手。。走过万千风浪 <3

哈哈老婆我爱你

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~杨嘉慧~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~我要你~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~成为我~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~朱立豪~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~一辈子~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~的女人~~~~~~~

Muaksss~~~~~ <3

90天后的第一天（第一章）

       今天。。一如往常一样。。 八点多就起床了。。。 翻开自己的被。。把掉在地上的枕头都检起来。。然后抬头和东张西望。。 在找自己的手机。。这个动作应该每天都会做吧… 嘻嘻。。原来我的老婆有发信息来。。心里面有一丝丝的开心。。哈哈打开一看，原来是昨天的信息。。不过没关系。。我还是很开心收到她的信息。。 哈哈。。因为很想念她。。 所以我发了一封跟她说早安的信息。。几乎每天都会将做。。 也没有觉的不妥啊。。男人本来就是要主动一点嘛。。然后等呀等，她也没回我。。 心里就想她应该还在睡吧。。所以没有再吵她了。。。

      到了学校，还是一直注意自己的手机，不断不断的重覆拿起手机。。。一直都在等她的信息。。到最后还是没有。。哈哈又要自己孤独的过一堂课。。闲 啊。。。就专心上课吧。。大概11点多，她终于发了一封信息来了。。。就觉的很兴奋。。我老婆终于回我了。。但我又很忙。。所以会很迟才会回她。。希望她不会生气啦。。。那时候的我。。真的很想快点到 12 点30。。因为很想快点见到我的老婆。。。但是等吃的应该都会迟的。。

哈哈不过很不好意思。。。不小心弄到我的老婆生气。。真的是罪过罪过。。因为迟吃的关系就没办法 看老婆的。。所以先问她能不能来看我。。。 结果让她在外面等了一阵子。。而我却在厕所。。她也很生气。。 不过我没有想什么。。就很想快点安慰她。。放下男人的尊严。。把老婆要回来。。。结果老婆还是理我了。。很有成就感。。。不过还是很真心的想跟她说声对不起的。。如果可以的话，我很想直接打电话给她。。。跟她道歉。。哈哈不过还是不可以将做。。。因为都在上课了。。。

 回到家。。还是跟她在玩SMS。。很喜欢黏著老婆。。。不管她觉得我耐不耐烦，我都很想黏着她。。。。到了夜晚，就特别想念她。。她去了教堂。。我一个人在对着电脑。。时不时想念着她。。 看着她的照片。。 看着她的面子书。。。终于等到她跟我 skype 了。。。 哈哈又有点开心了。 超喜欢看着她。。。因为她很耐看。。。嘻嘻。。。

今天又是很幸福的一天。。。因为花了几十分钟才可以tam到她原意去睡了。。。而我还在这里回忆我的老婆。。很爱她。。也很想她。。。希望能梦见她吧。。。 嘻嘻。。。